100 Days – #037

Again, I am knackered. But of the very good variety. It’s true that I haven’t done enough work lately but my exam on Friday was not terrible at all, all thanks and praise and honour to God.

I am not excruciatingly worried about my next week of hellish exams as I know my God will be with me.

Today really was a lovely day. It wasn’t fantastic to begin with, although it was nice anyway, but the way my day ended was a real blessing and I thank God so much for that :)

Although Bayern lost (sadface) I still had a wonderful evening, really :) from playing tennis to watching football (which I never thought I would be doing willingly) to the walk home, it was all such a blessing and I enjoyed it so much :)

Just thinking about it puts a smile to my face ^^

I finished reading Matthew today as well. Jesus’ crucifixion really is like a punch in the stomach that knocks the air out of me. Ouch.

To think my God endured so much for me breaks my heart and makes me infinitely grateful to Him.

It really has been a blessed day; God is awesome :)

100 Days – #036

God said never to let anger accompany you til sunset. I am pretty bad at holding grudges. In all honesty, I might just suddenly decide to never speak to someone again when provoked and even go to the extent of blocking and deleting them from every form of communication I know… but I actually do suck at keeping grudges.

For example, it has occured many times in the past… then one day the friend and I will suddenly bump into each other, or I will suddenly message them and wonder why we hadn’t spoken for so long and why I had deleted them from Skype/MSN. Lol. But by that time, we’d have reconciled already.

Now, I just need to learn to control my outbursts and take time to think things through before making rash decisions. Although most of the time I do need to channel out my anger/hurt/etc. Bottling things up is BAAAD. So I tend to cut off communication and then cry.

I reconciled with my friend today. That felt good :) I would hate to not talk to him again.

Looking at my devotional, I just realised today is day 14. Has it been two weeks since I started the reading plan already?? That is quite a long time already; time has flown by…! Gosh, only 50 weeks left of this one? Then I can start a new one :)

God is not about the destination; to Him, the journey is just as important. I hope I can learn a lot on my journey with Him and that I can be changed to be a better daughter. Patience, patience, He tells me. I will wait on the Lord.